PNT Section 15 – The Coast

PNT Day 73 – Darkness Abounds

Mile 1209.1 to mile 1218.5

We wake at 4am to begin the hike around Diamond Beach, which can only be safely completed at low tide. Walking with Starman and Skookum in the darkness the ocean is a roaring beast beside me, sounding all the more fearsome because I cannot see it. Mist and sea spray coat the air, reducing my world to a ten foot diameter ball from the light from my headlamp. To look anywhere besides the rocks at my feet is akin to shining one’s car brights into a snow storm. I find myself subconsciously drifting into the cliff face and away from the water, something in my mammalian brain knowing that the roaring of the sea brings only destruction.

But the darkness holds wonders as well. Starfish of every color dot the tide pools in which little fish and crustaceans dart and scurry about. Under my fingers the rough grit of barnacles lend purchase in this otherwise slippy, multi-dimentional world over which I am climbing. We wake an unenthusiastic seal pup who balks in our headlamp beams.

By the time we extricate ourselves onto Jackson Beach it is nearly 6:30am, the sky is beginning to lighten and our day is just beginning.

PNT Day 74 – Surfaces

Mile 1218.5 to mile 1232.2

We wake in the darkness. Again.The days are getting noticeably shorter and the onset of fall more apparent. Especially down here on the coast where the high, wet clouds keep the sun perpetually at bay and the temperatures cool. Unlike on the PCT the onset of fall is not a hike-ending deadline. Now that we are out of the Olympics there is no real danger of snow and the only timetable we are obliged to follow is the one that dictates the tides.

Today is all about walking, crawling, scampering across myriad surfaces. We hop across basketball sized rocks and then pick our way through boulders the size of cars covered and stinking with slick sea weed. When the beach becomes impassable we haul ourselves into the trees, using ropes and ladders to ease our way. It’s a short day, all told, and as we roll into camp a light mist is just beginning to fall. Only two days left on the trail.

PNT Day 75 – Dog Brain

Mile 1232.2 to 1245

The beach is alive today and we see so many things! Most of which I don’t know the names of, the beach being far from my home ecosystem. But there are seals bobbing in the gentle waves close to shore while pelicans soar out over the water. Close beneath our feet are innumerable crabs and baby sculpin fish darting around the tide pools. The abundance of wildlife has kept the beach interesting through what might otherwise become difficult hiking.

The key, I’m learning, about the beach is that it’s far better to be methodical than fast. There are just so many things to crawl over and around and through. To that add a slippy factor that cannot always be anticipated. Then, even when the rocks abate and we are left on sand, oftentimes it is soft and or made of pebbles, giving the feeling of walking through heavy snow. Instead I fall into a sort of meditative trance hopping from rock to rock. It’s halfway between intense focus and mind-numbing monotony. Skookum dubs this state “dog brain,” and I can tell from the lull in our conversation that we have all fallen into some version of it.

In the last few miles of the hike we are rewarded with firm, speedy sand and make the time camp quickly. Skookum is discontented with our first choice of campgrounds and so we set off to find a better one, scouting up and down the beach until at last Skookum finds the best beach campground we have had so far. It is perfect for our last night on trail and we spend the evening in companionable chatter, passing our extra snacks to the group, knowing we won’t need them after tomorrow.

PNT Day 76 – The End

Mile 1245 to mile 1249, Cape Alava/the Western Terminus of the PNT

There are four miles to Cape Alava. Four miles to the western most point of the contiguous US and the western terminus of the PNT. Four miles and we’re done with this big, ridiculous, challenging adventure that I’ve been on for the last two and a half months. An adventure that has seen me in tears and bleeding as well as joyous and powerful in some of the most beautiful places I have ever been. In talks with other hikers and trail angels it has become apparent that I am not the only thru hiker who has found the PNT difficult and at times downright taxing. So I am not surprised that the final miles of our hike are somewhat subdued.

Along an indistinguishable section of beach Starman glances at the maps on his phone and declares “I guess we’re here.” And I guess we are. I can see the buoy marker that points to the trail that will take us to the parking lot and eventually back to civilization. There is so little fanfare that I’m honestly delighted. To me, thru hiking has always been a deeply personal act because it is so pointless. It’s an act I don’t owe to anyone else and I cherish it for that. To complete a months-long goal with only two other people to even witness it is somehow profound and beautiful to me.

Our little group of three takes a moment to look at each other before eventually moving down the beach a little so we can climb up on a rock and take some pictures. This will be our terminus statue, this random beach rock. And these men, Skookum and Starman will be the people I finish this wild journey with. But really, we all finish alone, just as we all had to walk the miles to get here. I guess beyond anything I am grateful to this trail and proud to have finished.

PNT Section 14 – The Olympics part 2

PNT Day 68 – Kindabird and SOS

Zero day at Kindabird and SOS’s house, Port Angeles, WA

Kindabird and SOS have welcomed us onto their gorgeous property for two nights, providing all the amenities a hiker could need: laundry, a place to charge our devices, and crucially, a network of other trail angels who swoop in and save us from the uphill hike to their home out of town.

She is a funny, candid, working nurse who has a self-deprecating charm and a generosity that goes unmatched. She seems genuinely invested in our hike, providing maps and detailed beta on the tides along our coastal route. He is smart and provocative, and attentive to their rambunctious five year old, Base Weight.

On the evening of our second night Kindabird makes us homemade deep-dish pizza, complete with a sauce made from tomatoes from her own garden. It’s perfection as is the rest of our stay with the family.

PNT Day 69 – Olympic Hot Springs

Mile 1125.1 to mile 1133.6

I am expecting chaos. Picture crowds. No, picture spring break but with fewer pools and housed in the wilderness. In my mind there is no way that Olympic Hot Springs is going to be anything but madness on the last day of Labor Day weekend. I don’t even anticipate getting into the springs because of the crowds. But it’s camp here or add an extra 2,000′ of climbing to the end of the day, and I’m less enthusiastic about that than I am with camping in a crowd.

So imagine my surprise when the campground at the springs is barely occupied. And better yet, the same goes for the pools. Before dinner Starman and I spend a leisurely hour relaxing in the warm waters, letting the heat melt the strain from our muscles. Afterwards we meet another PNT thru hiker: Skookum! After chatting for a while he camps a few sites over from us.

PNT Day 70 – A Different Sort of Day

Mile 1133.6 to mile 1144.4 via the unofficial Cat Basin Primitive track Alt

Despite getting on trail at 9am I am still tired as we begin a 3,400′ climb out and away from the Olympic Hot Springs. The beauty of today is that there is no need to rush with only 10 miles on the docket—though with 5,000′ of gain. The plan for today is to take the Cat Basin Primitive track from the top of Appleton Pass instead of sticking to the much less interesting official route. The Cat Basin Primitive track is about the same elevation gain and mileage as the official route but does so through a series of tightrope-thin use trails, scrambles through trees, and one notorious class 2 downclimb. In short, a more challenging, more fun route with epic views of Mt Olympus that toes the line between a good time and sketchy.

PNT Day 71 – Up and Way Down

Mile 1144.4 mile 1185 via the unofficial Hoh River Alt (minus 15 miles)

My alarm rings at 5:30am and I am not ready to be awake yet. Still, I dutifully deflate my sleeping pad and roll to Starman to break the bad news: it’s time to get up. Today we have 18 miles and a whopping 6,000′ of loss from our spot at Heart Lake to the output of the Hoh River.

But what would the PNT be were it not for some extraneous climbing. So first we climb 1,000′ before beginning the knee-jarring descent.

We can hear the mighty Hoh deep in the valley long before we can even see it. The roar of the powerful river cutting it’s way through the dense jungle as it makes it’s way towards the ocean. Around us the forest becomes ever more lush and vibrant with great garlands of moss clinging to the trees and carpeting the earth.  After hours of descending we reach the bottom of the valley where the river continues leading us on. I think about how only a week ago we entered the Olympic Peninsula and now we’re already on the far side of it. Next stop: the beach and then we’re done.

PNT Day 72 – Skookum

Forks, WA to mile 1209.1

A wiry frame shadows our table outside the grocery store in Forks, WA and I look up to spot Skookum! I figured we were going roughly the same pace through the Olympics but it’s good to see him again after meeting him at Olympic Hot Springs a few days ago. Skookum is half salty sea dog working as an engineer on an Alaskan boat and half total nerd. As we walk down Oil City road with the occasional double hauling trucks screaming past he and Starman chat animatedly about everything from cameras to 3D printing while I can take up my preferred introverted spot and hang out in the background.

We walk for ten miles, sharing the sorts of things that come up when you meet someone new. We spend time reflecting on the trail and Skookum says what Starman said on the Cat Basin track, that the PNT has redefined what an acceptable or good trail is to include any number of obstacles.

At night we camp together on the beach with the sound of waves crashing as our backdrop. Tomorrow is all about beating the tides so we’re in bed early with a 4am wake-up set.

PNT Section 13 – The Olympics part 1

PNT Day 62 – Not Everyone’s a Winner

Mile 1035.7 to mile 10.4 on the Grey Wolf Alt

Never underestimate the PNT to throw something random at you. I thought I knew this and yet today I am still surprised by the bushwhack through stinging nettles that leaves my legs burning and bleeding in several spots. Though short, the bushwhack also has the effect of putting Starman in a grumpy mood. I think both of us have grown accustomed to the more relaxed mileage and gain afforded by the rural walking we’ve been doing since Lyman and today Starman is feeling the heavy packs and elevation gain that this section of the Olympics necessitates. However, since we are planning on doing this section in six days we have the ability to stop early and stop early we do. We pull up and camp at a front country campground. Spending leisurely hours enjoying the sound of the rushing Grey Wolf River and the cool shade of the old second growth trees.

Ultimately, I view thru hiking as a vacation from the real world and so I have no qualms about cutting a day short if my hiking partner isn’t feeling well.

PNT Day 63 – Working for it

Mile 10.4 on the Grey Wolf Alt to mile 1074.5


Is it bad to say that I’m tired of walking through the trees? And down forest roads with people speeding by too fast?  Perhaps I should limit myself to only extolling the beauty of the natural world around me, perhaps that would make for a more palatable blog. Perhaps. But today I am surrounded by trees on this well-trafficked forest road as we climb steadily onto the Olympic Peninsula.


Luckily, with lunch comes the return of the trail and the climbing, though continuous, is good. At about 400′ per mile it’s just enough to know you’re working but not so steep that you’re forced to take constant breaks. I marvel at my fitness and know that the body I had at the beginning of this trail was not as capable as the one I am riding in now. After 2,000′ of climbing we pop out of the trees and miracle of miracles there are mountains and ridges and vistas to look at! My spirits soar like the craggy mountains around me and I gratefully stop for a pop tart break at the top of Buckhorn Pass. The rest of the day is all downhill, back into the trees. But now I know those mountains and hill top vistas are out there in the Olympics, I’ll just have to keep working for them.

PNT Day 64 – It Doesn’t Really Matter

Mile 1074.5 to mile 1079.9

Starman is making the case for a five mile day. I know we packed six days of food for a section that should really only take us five days just so we could slow down in this special place and take an on-trail nero or even zero, but still, I’m hesitant and I don’t totally know why. Logistically, there’s nothing wrong with only hiking five miles today. I know that it’s not going to leave us without enough food or with too many miles on the rest of our days. Yet something about it feels wrong, like I’m not trying enough or not putting in enough daily mileage to be considered a real thru hiker. And I realize that’s it, I’m worried about what other people think about my goals and efforts and it’s changing how I act.

Immediately I agree to only hike five miles today.

The moniker you hear on the trail all the time is: hike your own hike. But if you’ve ever been a part of the thru hiking community you know that we can be as petty and judgemental as any group. Which is a tragedy because this ridiculous, made-up activity means nothing to literally anyone aside from the individuals participating in it. And I am not immune to falling into the pack where more milage is king and suffering is the tribute we pay. I am only doing this for myself and for the people I share it with. If I’m not having a good time then there is no point at all. And if hiking five miles today is more fun then that’s what I’m going to do.

PNT Day 65 – When I Grow Up

Mile 1079.9 to mile 1093.2

This morning I’m reminded of Wildflower telling us how the PNT was all about steep descents followed by one step on level ground before climbing again. The memory especially salient as we plummet a knee-jarring 3,400′ in three miles towards the Dosewallips River only to immediately begin climbing again.

As we climb along the river I see a group of six hikers parked in the trail. Both our reactions being: “oh! People!” I’ve gotten so used to being alone on the PNT that I’m as surprised as they are to find another person out here on this remote trail. After chatting we learn that the group of six are friends, most of whom are retired, and are on a multi-day backpacking trip to spend a couple days at a remote alpine meadow. Their trip sounds lovely and in exchange they are fascinated by us; how many days we’ve been on trail, how far we’ve come and the miles traveled. They are delightedly impressed when we tell them about the PNT, but it is I who is enamored with them. To be out in the mountains with friends and healthy bodies in your late sixties sounds like the dream. A dream that I hope I’ll be able to emulate one day.

PNT Day 66 – Low Gear

Mile 1093.2 to mile 1.8 on the Grant Pass Connection Alt

My legs are pistons and I am a bellowing beast working my way up this climb. 1,100′ in less than a mile is a hell of a way to chase my morning cup of coffee. The climb is strenuous, but I am strong in the way that only a thousand miles makes you and I put my body in low mode and churn my way to the top. Legs working, breathing hard but controlled, steps slow but consistent. Soon we are 400′ above the valley floor, then 800′ then we are at the pass and all the work is behind us.

We are rewarded with a new hiker: J-Pod! He’s a self-proclaimed old school triple crowner who hiked all the long trails before cell phones were invented. Retired now, he lives in Port Angeles and gets deep into the Olympics through a combination of stashed bikes and hiking til he drops. It’s good to meet another hiker, especially one who knows what the PNT even is and that chat is a nice reward for the climb.

PNT Day 67 – 5,000′

Mile 1.8 on the Grant Pass Connection Alt to mile 0 on the Deer Ridge Alt, Obstruction Point

In a move that surprises everyone we actually manage to wake in the dark and get on trail shortly before the sun rises. We have a big day today and a hitch into town from a trailhead. Starman is worried that with the long weekend people might be arriving at the trailhead and not necessarily leaving to go back into town. Meanwhile I’m looking to get into town for another reason: the reappearance of Bookworm! They just finished the trail on this very day and will be in Port Angeles staying at the same trail angel’s house as us. I’m so excited to see them one last time before we go back to living a thousand miles apart. Bookworm and I met on the first day of our 2018 PCT thru hike. We hiked together pretty minimally on the trail but then happened to move within a mile of each other when we both independently moved to Seattle after the trail. After that we became best friends almost immediately and have stayed close ever since.

I started this post planning to talk about climbing 5,000′ in ten miles on the trail today and how it felt hard but not impossible. But instead I told you about the wonderful Bookworm.

PNT Section 12 – Along the Waterfront

PNT Day 56 – 1200 like Nothing

Bellingham to mile 955.9

The bus drops us off in Algers, WA and the climb to the top of Oyster Dome begins. However, unlike the first day after our double zero in Winthrop, I feel like I am cruising and before long I have climbed 1200 feet like it’s nothing, I’m barely sweating. It may have taken nearly 1000 miles but I finally feel strong. The forest here is vibrant and healthy with a moderate understory and tall, vital cedars scaling into the sky. From the top of Oyster Dome we can see out towards the islands and the Olympic Peninsula; a preview of sorts of what is to come.

After Oyster Dome we leave the forest and drop down onto a paved road. The rest of the day passes with easy miles both monotonous and terrifying as we walk narrow shoulders with occasional oncoming traffic.

PNT Day 57 – Industrial

Mile 955.9 to mile 970.2, Anacortes, WA

There’s no need to rise early today with only 13 miles on the docket. Almost entirely on roads, the walking will be fast and easy. We leave our campsite at Bay View State Park by 10am and meander through the exurbs of coastal communities until we reach highway 20 where we are faced with the choice between a supremely sketchy road walk along the highway, or, an illegal one down a use path next to the railroad tracks. We choose the latter, keeping our footsteps light and our ears out. In the afternoon we take a shortcut alongside a refinery and end the day with views of Mt Baker looming over an industrial sprawl.

PNT Day 58 – Fall

Mile 970.2, Anacortes, WA to mile 999.9

Starman bounces from foot to foot, gleefully crunching any errant dried leaf that crosses his path. Meanwhile the wind has just the slightest tinge of cold beneath it’s summer warmth, signaling the oncoming of fall. We have less than three weeks left on the PNT, flights booked home, and plans made for after the trail. In some ways I am sad to be leaving this wild, intangible trail so soon. But on the other hand I am looking forward to newness, to waking up each day without the obligation to hike.

The PNT has been challenging for me in ways that I don’t recall the PCT being. From brutal trail conditions, blow-downs, and bushwhacks, cruiser miles have been few and far between. Add to that the challenge of hiking in a seven year older body with less fitness when I started the trail and the adjustment curve has been steep and consistent. Yet despite the difficulty this trail has brought me a lot of joy. Being out here every day is a choice that I am making, one that I owe nobody but myself. And I am proud of elf for making the choice on each difficult day to keep on hiking, to see this trail to the end, and to hopefully grow as a person in the meantime.

PNT Day 59 – Beach Walk

Mile 999.9 to mile 1008

I wake to the crashing of waves and a view of islands. We’re up and out early this morning, having miles to make before the tide rushes in and makes the beach impassable. The walking today is either across a muck of slippery sea weed and stones rolled smooth in the tide, of else flat hard-packed sand which makes the miles fly by. There are only eight miles on the docket for today and we easily accomplish them by noon. The rest of the day is spent relaxing in the cool shade of a bluff-side campground.

PNT Day 60 – I’m on a Boat

Mile 1008 to mile 1021.1, Port Townsend, WA

The smooth, resonant rumble of the ferry reverberates up through my feet and we are on our way. Perhaps the most novel part of the PNT is the ferry ride from Keystone Harbor to Port Townsend, the several waterborne miles officially constituting miles of the trail. Today was another easy day logistically mandated by the tides and the miles we could safely walk on the beach. Tonight we are officially off the islands and onto the Olympic Peninsula.

PNT Day 61 – On Vacation

Mile 1021.8 to mile 1029.5

I’m sipping a non-alcoholic IPA in the shade at the brewery in Port Townsend. It’s hot, sunny day and unfortunate neo punk is playing in the background. Our miles have been completed for the day (8) as has our resupply shopping for our upcoming foray into the Olympic Range. It feels like the last day of summer vacation and I realize that the entire section since coming down into Lyman after Mt Baker has felt like a vacation from the trail. To say nothing of our unheard of triple zero at PCT Trail Days.

And in a way how I feel now is reminiscent of my feelings as a child on the last day of summer vacation. I’m both a little apprehensive of the work that I know is coming tomorrow, but also excited for the change of pace, for the challenge of something new. Daily goals. Bigger mileage. We’ve heard from Bookworm, who is a few days ahead of us, that that the Olympics are the crux of this trail when it comes to steepness and sheer elevation gain. I’m pumped, I’m hesitant, but either way I’m heading in tomorrow.

Section 11 – Suburbs and Side Quests

PNT Day 51 – The Association

Lyman, WA to Sedro-Wooley, WA

The Pacific Northwest Trail Association sits in a cute red brick building in downtown Sedro-Wooley. Once inside we are greeted by Jeff Kish, Executive Director of the PNTA who takes more than an hour out of his day to talk to us. Though our conversation covers a range of topics I am most struck by how the current political instability is affecting even obscure trails like the PNT. The blow-downs on the trail, the limited trail work we’ve seen is all a symptom of a larger disease at work. Jeff tells us that they’re facing a $400,000 budget deficit which is severely impacting their ability to get trail crews out and working. Beyond that, he says that so many people in the Department of Agriculture have been fired that even finding the person to talk to about various wilderness zones and their access has become impossible in some cases. I am left wondering about the future of this fledgling trail.

PNT Day 52 – The Shorts Project

Sedro-Wooley to Bellingham

My beloved shorts, patched and torn, have finally hiked their last step and now I am faced with the Herculean task of replacing them. How, in the span of minutes spent in a dressing room can I determine if a pair of shorts is going to ride up while hiking uphill or, worse yet, result in thigh chafe? When you’re only carrying one outfit every choice matters greatly and can ruin your day, or your entire section, quickly. To make matters worse, despite being the height of summer all retailers have decided that it’s in fact fall and their shelves reflect this.

REI will be my one and only chance to procure new shorts for myself. Being so, Starman and I skip some trail miles in order to take the bus into Bellingham and do one of my least favorite things, shop.

PNT Day 53-55 – Trail Days

Zero days, no hiking while attending the annual PCT Days in Cascade Locks, OR

It’s time for a side quest!

Bookworm has convinced Starman and I to take three days off trail and go to the annual PCT Trail Days in Cascade Locks, OR. Since I love a side quest and meeting new hikers it’s an easy yes. Starman and I rent a car in Bellingham and head south, picking up Bookworm in Seattle and turning our tires south towards Oregon. This will be all of our third time attending Trail Days, though none of us have been since 2019.

Upon arrival one thing is immediately clear, Trail Days has grown, a lot. The vendor area is easily three times larger than when I had attended previously and there are hundreds of tents occupying Thunder Island. From what it sounds like this is just an outgrowth of the popularity of the PCT and I hear a number of hikers talk about how crowded the trail is becoming. After two days of all things hiking I am glad to be returning to my obscure little patch of trail in the woods.

PNT Section 10 – Winthrop to Lyman

PNT Days 44-45 – A Double Zero in Winthrop

Zero days, no miles hiked

Like a scene straight out of an old Hollywood movie, main street Winthrop, WA is both a tourist trap and the ideal location to spend a double zero. Starman and I first came here during our 2018 thru hike of the PCT and fell in love with its quaint charm. Over the next three nights and two full, luxurious days we will do all the things one might imagine of a long weekend lazily spent; laying down, watching TV, eating ice cream. And on the far side of it we will emerge stronger, recovered, and ready to face what the trail holds for us.

PNT Day 46 – Chill so Hard

Mile 828.8* to mile 843.4
* Due to the Whatcom Pass closure in North Cascades National Park we had to skip more than 60 miles of the trail and rejoin near Baker Lake

Is it possible to relax too hard? To chill with such intensity that you are rendered less capable, not more? From almost my first step down the trail today I fear that I may have fallen victim to my own ability to vegetate. That a mere two days off trail have negated six plus weeks of walking and instead of healing my muscles have instead turned them into mush.

My legs churn slowly, protesting at every uphill grade and mincing like a newly born fawn on every downhill. It’s as though I have forgotten how to do this very simple thing. Though I am grateful in the extreme for the mellow rises and falls that encompass our path around Baker Lake, for I am certain I would not survive anything more strenuous. Eventually the afternoon passes and Starman and I make it nearly 15 miles before calling it quits.

Day 47 – Road Walking and Climbing

Mile 843.4 to mile 859.7


The PNT loves two things: road walking and climbing, albeit the latter more than the former. Today started on winding, rolling trails cruising under buttery light playing through the lush trees. I, am lethargic. It feels as though my feet and legs have somehow disconnected from my brain and I am stumbling along the East Baker Lake trail. After barely two miles we reach the trailhead and commence to road walking. First paved then abandoned then gravel, all the while climbing steadily onto the giant shoulders of Mt Baker.

Arriving at our second trailhead of the day we are inundated by day hikers out to climb to Park Butte Lookout. It’s more people than I have seen on the PNT to date and I feel a little overwhelmed. I finally succumb and put on a podcast and finally with my thoughts occupied I can walk again. Wonder of wonders! The climbing comes smoothly and we reach our campsite just in time for the start of sunset. From our little perch on a ridge Mt Baker unfolds before us both high and glacial and rushing rushing rushing down it’s sides to meet the roaring river below.

PNT Day 48 – Zero at the Park Butte Lookout

Zero, no miles hiked

A ring of teeth. A jagged crown. And a great roaring beast. Those are my companions for the day as I perch in the tiny room of Park Butte Lookout which sits upon the shoulders of Mt Baker. Surrounded by impressive mountains to all sides with the rushing falls of Baker sluicing down into the valley. All day people come and go, marveling at the view and eating their pre-prepared snacks. Meanwhile I sit, lay, nap and while away the day in peace. My first ever on-trail zero and it is glorious.

PNT Day 49 – Never a Dull Moment

Mile 859.7, Park Butte Lookout to mile 1 on the Mt Josephine Alt

“Don’t tell me that’s the trail,” I joke, pointing to a near-vertical clear cut in the trees.

“That is the trail,” says Starman.

He is not joking.

The trail, as it turns out, has been a victim to logging. With a 200 foot wide swath cut straight out of the middle. Jagged stumps of trees and downed limbs abound, while the track for the actual trail has been obliterated entirely. On either side is a verdant evergreen forest while the foresting scar is a burnt orange-brown devoid of life.

We begin to climb into this scar, hand over hand. Care must be taken with every step to avoid collapsing logs and dig pits. Slowly inching our way upwards for 200 feet until we are able to duck into the woods and rejoin the actual trail. The time lost on this section alone means that even though we were on the trail early we hike on into the dark.

PNT Day 50 – Billie and Eddie

Mile 1 on the Mt Josephine Alt to Lyman, WA

I will never fully understand the people who go so far out of their way to cater to us hikers when all we have done is walk a long way to get there. But they have my unending gratitude.

Billie and Eddie welcome us into their home with everything a hiker could need: a spot in the shade, a place to charge our devices, and when dinner rolls around Billie surprises us with homemade enchiladas. Beyond catering to our hiker needs they are in themselves the epitome of trail angels, Billie is generous and gregarious while Eddie asks thoughtful questions about the trail. They are enthusiastic and helpful and after we are showered and fed Starman and I gratefully set up our tent in their back yard. As we move through the outskirts of Bellingham and onto the islands on our way to the Olympic Peninsula we will rely on the kindness of strangers like these to ease our journey.

PNT Section 9 – The Pasayten Wilderness

PNT Day 37 – She’s so Heavy

Mile 622.7 to mile 638.2



Our ride drops us where the pavement ends and we get to walking. I feel heavy under eight days of food, like a giant thumb is pressing me into the earth. I pretend for a while that I am an astronaut on a strange world where the gravity is heavier than that of Earth’s and that I must labor on under the weight of my enormous pack to deliver goods to some far-flung colony.

Today we are entering the Pasayten Wilderness, the most remote and isolated part of the PNT. It will take Starman and I more than a week to cover the terrain between here and Ross Lake and until we do we will be well and truly alone.

PNT Day 38 – Easy Day

Mile 638.2 to mile 651.2



We’re aiming for an old cabin built during the tungsten mining era which is still standing and allows for camping inside. Which is perfect for three reasons. First, it’s only 13 miles into our day. Second, Starman slept terribly last night and is feeling our big day yesterday and is looking for a short day. And third, because it’s supposed to rain this afternoon/evening and I would rather be inside for that. I’m psyched. I love a lazy day on trail and will take any opportunity not to have to camp in the rain.

The trail undulates beneath my feet in a series of short, rolling climbs before rounding a corner and dropping us into a miles-long burn scar. Skeletal, lifeless trees with a riot of green understory promising new life. The sky, once a speckled white and blue is now a deep, angry purple. Then, the thunder starts followed shortly by the hail. By now we are less than three miles from the cabin and the forest has returned to it’s normal healthy self. However, both Starman and I are soaked from the building rain.

We arrive at the cabin during a break in the rain and use the brief spot of sun to dry our clothes and sweep the tiny, dilapidated cabin of dust. We spend the rest of the afternoon in companionable silence, listening to the rain fall on the roof of the old cabin.

PNT Day 39 – Tunnel Vision

Mile 651.2 to mile 671.5

Cathedral Peak dominates the ridgeline, commanding attention. I pull my eyes from their usual view of my feet in order to pay it an audience. On the PNT it’s easy to fall into tunnel vision, climbing and descending in the trees as we do so often. But the Pasayten Wilderness has provided many views already and I can feel my spirits lifting. While forests certainly contain their own type of beauty, I must admit that I have found myself more than a little bored by their relative sameness. I joke without kidding that I backpack for the views. And while I find joy in so many more aspects of these adventures I cannot deny that I am drawn to these wild places specifically for their beauty. For the views. For the high up places that allow me to see and feel small in return.

PNT Day 40 – Late Risers

Mile 671.5 to mile 691.5


Starman and I stay in camp late this morning, putzing around over nothing in particular and even watching a little TV. Our dawdling will bite us in the ass later tonight, though we don’t know it yet.

The day starts with a climb up to Bunker Hill through a bright green forest surrounded by a crown of jagged mountains. Then suddenly the forest disappears as does the trail as we enter another burn area. Our pace slows as we are forced to high step over hundreds of blow-downs.

We eventually reach the Pasayten River, racing against the setting sun and losing. When I trip, almost sending myself sprawling into the dirt we decide it’s time for headlamps and make the rest of our way to camp in the dark.

We set up camp on the porch of the Pasayten Wilderness airstrip porch, finally eating dinner at nearly 11pm and promising to learn our lesson and be up earlier tomorrow.

PNT Day 41 – 450 blow-downs

Mile 691.5 to mile 717.6 via the unofficial Woody Pass alternate


Somehow, dear reader, somehow I once again find myself standing chest-deep in a forest of blow-downs. Around me are the skeletal arms of trees both stretched skyward and strewn about the ground; everything smells of smoke.

Starman and I decide to make a game of counting how many blow-downs we have to navigate our way over, under, and around. At first it’s fun and takes my mind away from the jungle gym of soot-stained wood, but as our count climbs into the hundreds the humor is lost somewhat. The trail winds in and out of existence, forcing us to stop frequently to look for it before we can once again move forward. We decide, some hours into our ordeal, to discourage anybody else from following our alternate as it’s clearly as bad or worse than the original trail, which also navigates a bad burn through this section.


Finally, fucking finally the trees around us begin to bloom with green needles and we are released from the clutches of the burn scar. The trail is still hard to find at times and there are still downed trees to climb over but the going is easier and our pace accelerates until eventually we reach the PCT and everything changes. The trail, once little more than a trampled path through the grass expands to a perfect 18″ wide track of smooth, packed dirt. The grades are gentle and even on the climbs allow for a smooth and natural gait. We see PCT hikers! These are the fast kids who are making their way to Canada in record time and for a minute I long to be one of them. Nostalgia floods my very bones with my time on the PCT and my mood soars for the five miles that these two trails overlap.

However, soon my love affair with the PCT is over and we branch off to return to the fickle mistress of the PNT. As soon as our trail diverges we are once again surrounded by dead standing trees, meaning our planned campground is a no-go and we are once again forced to walk into the fading light to find a place to camp. The climb is steep but mercifully short and the sky overhead burns orange with the last rays of sunset. With time we are eventually gifted a lumpy meadow where we can rest.

PNT Day 42 – Feeling It

Mile 717.6 to mile 735.3, Ross Lake

Some days just feel harder than others and today was one of those days. On paper, today was nothing special; 17 miles with 2,800 feet of gain and 5,000 feet of loss. And yet everything moved like molasses. Even now it’s hard to write about it because the day just dragged. I think in part because this has been our longest and in some ways most challenging and remote section of the trail so far and I’m really beginning to feel it. We had planned to do this section in eight days and were able to push hard and make it in seven. But that pushing came at the cost of effort and fatigue and that manifested in moving in slow motion today. But tomorrow we make it to the highway and then we’re going to treat ourselves to a double zero in the cute western town of Winthrop.

PNT Day 43 – Top Surgery

Mile 735.3, Ross Lake to mile 746.9, East Bank Trailhead then a hitch into Winthrop, WA

On days like today, as I peel every disgusting layer off my body I am immensely grateful for the fact that one of them is not a bra. People who wear them already know the agony, those who have never had to wear a one will never understand the pain. Of this, I am free. And I know it’s not #transdayofvisibility or whatever, but choosing top surgery is something I appreciate every day on trail and is one of the things I love most about my transness.

PNT Section 8 – Republic to Oroville

PNT Day 32 – Cookies

Mile 528.3 to mile 534.9

A great rumbling truck rolls to a stop in front of Bookworm, Starman and I. Our hitchhikers’ chariot has arrived in the form of an elderly couple in a well-loved vintage truck. After we toss our bags in the bed and climb in the extended cab we are immediately offered chocolate chip, butterscotch chip and heath cookies. The woman then gently admonishes herself for not being able to offer us milk. Exclaiming, “what kind of grandma am I if I serve cookies without milk?!” I’m delighted, they are delightful. He is grumbly and respectful, she is bubbly and talkative, together they are curious and amazed by our journey. The conversation passes easily on the seven mile drive to the trailhead. And when they our paths diverge it is without ever having learned their names.

PNT Day 33 – Prime Time

Mile 534.9 to mile 551.4

There’s only 14 miles and 1,600 feet of gain to prime rib dinner and we are moving slow. Stopping on the side of the trail to snack on huckleberries and thimble berries ripe and warmed from the sun. Today the mileage comes easy thanks to the limited gain and the promise of dinner at the Bonaparte Lake Resort. By the time we roll up to the resort it’s only 2:30pm and I’ve barely cracked a sweat. This last section was brutal for everybody and I’m grateful that we’re taking it easy this time around. Right now all I’ve got to do is sit by Lake Bonaparte and try not to let my hiker hunger overwhelm me before dinner.

PNT Day 34 – Applesauce in the Shade

Mile 551.4 to mile 575.2


The day starts with a climb through the trees, the trail a dusty strip of ash from some long-ago fire as we climb towards Bonaparte Mountain just to turn down and slide off it’s shoulders into the valley below. As we drop the temperature rises and the call of an oasis whispers in our ears. The Havillah Lutheran church is yet another instance of trail angels being far too kind to us hikers and when Starman and I arrive it’s to find Bookworm already there. I flop down in the shade and am told there are popsicles and mini burritos and ice cold applesauce in the fridge. We snack and wait out the worst of the afternoon heat before pressing on another six miles towards camp. Tomorrow we’ll reach Oroville and our next zero, only the fourth we’ve had in over a month of hiking.

PNT Day 35 – Getting Ready

Mile 575.2 to mile 591.2, Oroville



I am, at best, unenthusiastic when my alarm rings at 5:40am but it’s also a town day and so I roll over and whisper to Starman, “you’re not going to like this but it’s time to get up.” He too is unenthusiastic but reluctantly begins to rise and pack away the tent.

Today we are rolling into Oroville, the official halfway point of the PNT and we’ve got 16 almost entirely downhill miles into town. My body is aching and my brain is fried from so many consecutive days on trail. The plan for today is to complete all the chores that need to be done, laundry, resupply, cleaning and packing, so that tomorrow I can vegetate so hard that even a zucchini would be jealous.

PNT Day 36 – Zero

Zero, no hiking – mile 591.2, Oroville

The plan for today is to do as close to nothing as possible. The chores are done,  the bags are packed, the AC is blasting in our room at the Camaray Motel in Oroville and I am bed bound scrolling aimlessly on my phone. Tomorrow we enter the Pasayten Wilderness, a remote eight day section known for an absurd amount of elevation gain and being some of the most isolated miles on the trail. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous. Over the next eight days our hiker strength will be tested as will our resilience. This will be our heaviest food carry on the trip by about three days and each calorie and snack has been counted and accounted for. But for now I have a few precious hours in which I can vegetate, pretending that tomorrow is simply another day instead of the start of something epic.

PNT Section 7 – North Port to Republic

PNT Day 27 – An Unexpected Zero

Zero day, no hiking – mile 400 North Port


I wake with the plan of going back to sleep, but when Bookworm tells me there’s coffee I know I’m up for good. They’re hiking out this morning while Starman and I will be hanging back for a zero. I’m afraid this is finally the end of our little trail family, though the trail may have surprises in store for us yet. However, my left ankle and foot are swollen from what I’m guessing is an aggravated case of peroneal tendonitis and it’s causing me pain when I walk. Even though I’d rather be hiking I’m forcing myself to sit today out and rest.

As zeroes go there are worse places to be stuck. We have a free place to stay and Josh and Jami are endlessly gracious with their home. And North Port is a small and quiet enough place that I won’t be tempted to wander around during the day. So as Bookworm shoulders their pack and head out I plop my butt down with an ice pack and get to resting.

PNT Day 28 – Grinding

Mile 400, North Port to mile 422.3

The road climbs mercifully gradually as Starman and I work our way out of North Port. The sky sits heavy and grey over a dense green forest hemming us in on all sides. Today is another day of making progress towards a goal, grinding along, leveling up, working our bodies as we have and as we will continue to all the way to the Pacific Coast.

PNT Day 29 – Late Night

Mile 422.3 to mile 444.2

The wind whistles discordant and ominous through trees which jut into the sky, a forest of grey skeletal fingers. Just after we enter the burn left by the 2015 Stickpin fire the trail disappears beneath a pile of blow-downs and with it our forward momentum. The next three hours are more reminiscent of an obstacle course than a hiking trail as I am forced the shed my backpack countless times in order to crawl under a tree as the sun arches low towards the horizon. Discouragingly, through unsurprisingly, our planned campsite is a deathtrap, ringed with dozens of trees just waiting to come tearing down. We are forced to push on over and under blow-downs into the night, the sun glowing red on the horizon. Finally, after the last of the light has left the sky we arrive at a campground beside a road which has mercifully been cared for and is free of dead and scarred trees. We sleep without even putting up the tent.

PNT Day 30 – Grateful

Mile 444.2 to mile 460.3

Today I genuinely thought about quitting the trail. Surrounded chest-deep in blow-downs it occurred to me that I could simply turn around and walk back to the road we crossed this morning, hitch into town and be home by the end of the week. I thought about what I would be doing if it weren’t climbing over innumerable blow-downs while dripping sweat, how I’d have to go back to the gym to train for our October Nepal trip, how I’d still be planning meals days ahead of time and then being disappointed by what I’ve purchased for myself, how I’d be sleeping in my own bed and sitting on my own couch. How I’d be giving up the challenge of this trail and how, in the end, I’d be disappointed in myself for quitting.

But I’m also grateful for what this trail is giving me, and I think that without the challenge I would not have the joy and personal fulfillment that I find out here. So instead I began to think about what I’m grateful for on this trail. I’m grateful that even though I’m slower Keith hikes at my pace so that we can hike together. I’m grateful that I have a body that, while far from perfect, allows me to come out to these places and pursue these ridiculous things. I’m grateful for the food in my bag even if I’m sick of eating it, and I’m grateful that I have a handy map that shows me where all the water is. I’m grateful for the friends that I’ve made out here and the new people I’ve met along the way. I’m grateful for the generosity that the people in the towns along the trail. And beyond that I’m grateful to myself for trying, for putting in the effort and showing up every day, even when it sucks, even when I’m tired, even when I think about quitting.

PNT Day 31 – Laundry Goblin

Mile 460.3 to mile 473.7, Republic

We do 14 miles and 2,800 feet of gain before 2pm. It’s strange, I know that statistically I am getting stronger but it still feels hard. It’s not getting easier, I’m just doing more and in fewer hours of daylight. Nights are coming earlier and earlier and we’ve lost at least an hour of daylight since we hiked late on the first day of the trail. But today we’re getting a hotel in Republic, WA and so we got on the trail early and are cruising this ridge into town.

When we get there Bookworm is already in town! And we all pile in to a hotel room where our packs immediately explode their contents across the room to dry and clean. There always seems to be another chore in town and while I’m grateful for this break I’m already looking forward to our next planned zero in a few days time. The biggest chore of the day is laundry, which Keith generously volunteer. Upon his return he finds Bookworm and I outside in the hotel patio/parking lot. We then proceed to hang our wet clothes around the patio of this admittedly very quiet hotel. But I still felt a little self conscious. Still, it was definitely better than wear-drying my clothes and sometimes when you spend this much time tramping in the dirt, you become a bit of a goblin.

PNT Section 6 – Coolin to North Port

PNT Day 23 – Three Whole People

Mile 5.8 on the Jackson Creek alternate to mile 5.5 on the Pass Creek alternate

It’s almost 10am and we are, a little embarrassingly, still in camp when Josh walks by. Our first sighting of another thru hiker on the trail! Though we actually met Josh super briefly in Eureka where he was a day behind us. I think we’re both shocked to see another hiker out here after spending so many days more or less alone. Which, is exactly how Starman and I spend the rest of our day. That is, until dinner time when Silver and Wayward roll out of the forest, they must have been just behind us on the trail all day. Wild!

The PNT only attracts about 100-200 hikers annually with some of those folks going eastbound. Spotting a thru hiker in the wild on this trail feels like a special treat.

PNT Day 24 – Smell that?

Mile 5.5 on the Pass Creek alternate to mile 354.2 Metaline Falls



The PNT is blessing me with the ability to endure new levels of stinkiness. After six days on trail and one very graceful full-frontal face plant I know, intellectually, that I am dirty and I smell atrocious. But somehow I don’t mind. Somehow I’ve transcended the barrier where normal funk lies and moved into a whole new land of dirt and grime that comes with living and exercising all day in the same clothes day after day. Maybe I do remember how to be a thru hiker after all.

PNT Day 25 – I’d Rather Not

Mile 354.2 Metaline Falls to mile 369.5

Abercrombie Mountain soars more than 5,000 feet over the town of Metaline Falls; a hulking beast of trees and rock. What begins as a paved road walk out of town transitions into a dirt road and then finally a trail over the course of 15 miles. And I for one am frankly not in the mood for it. Today will be our biggest elevation gain to date and I’d just rather not. My body feels fine and after a night in a hotel I’m well rested enough but my mood is not there. I mean, I’ll do the climb, I’ll get to the top, but I’d rather not. I’d rather crawl into my tent and doom scroll on my phone for the rest of the day. But you know what? Sometimes that’s just not an option. So after breakfast (including pie) at the local cafe I follow Starman and Bookworm out of town and begin the slog.

The joy of walking on a road is that the elevation gain is doled out in one long, smooth gradient. The downside is the traffic which luckily disappears once the road turns to dirt. Per usual Bookworm pulls ahead of us and vanishes around a corner. This is likely the last time we’ll hike with them and I’m both sad at their departure and grateful for the fun we had so far. Also per usual on the PNT we are hiking through the trees and we weave in and out of an active logging zone as the road switchbacks up Abercrombie’s broad flank. To pass the time I put in a podcast as the sky overhead gradually clouds over, providing much appreciated shade and a cooling breeze.

Some hours later when we get to our planned dinner spot for the night Starman ducks into the bushes to find a spring, our water source for the night, only to come back empty handed. The spring has dried up for the summer and now we have a conundrum: do we push on five miles to the next water source and then another four miles after that to the next camp, or do we take the half liter we each have and make that do for the evening. Being over it as I am and ready to crawl into the tent I push for the later. So we each eat the least dry snacks we have for dinner and complete the final climb to camp at a snail’s pace so as not to sweat and waste any further precious water. Tomorrow, after all, is another day.

PNT Day 26 – Josh and Jamie

Mile 369.5 to mile 381.4 then a hitch into North Port

A mop of curly brown hair sits atop kind, crinkling eyes; Josh greets Starman, Bookworm and myself and ushers us into his home. Jami, his partner, is an enthusiastic artist who arrives an hour later, gracefully welcoming three strangers into her home. They speak hiker lingo like a native and show us where we can charge our devices and shower. They feed us—burritos with ice cream cones for dessert. In the end, Josh and Jami were everything you’d want from a trail angel. And better yet they personify the treatment we’ve received on this trail so far.