PNT Day 73 – Darkness Abounds
Mile 1209.1 to mile 1218.5

We wake at 4am to begin the hike around Diamond Beach, which can only be safely completed at low tide. Walking with Starman and Skookum in the darkness the ocean is a roaring beast beside me, sounding all the more fearsome because I cannot see it. Mist and sea spray coat the air, reducing my world to a ten foot diameter ball from the light from my headlamp. To look anywhere besides the rocks at my feet is akin to shining one’s car brights into a snow storm. I find myself subconsciously drifting into the cliff face and away from the water, something in my mammalian brain knowing that the roaring of the sea brings only destruction.
But the darkness holds wonders as well. Starfish of every color dot the tide pools in which little fish and crustaceans dart and scurry about. Under my fingers the rough grit of barnacles lend purchase in this otherwise slippy, multi-dimentional world over which I am climbing. We wake an unenthusiastic seal pup who balks in our headlamp beams.
By the time we extricate ourselves onto Jackson Beach it is nearly 6:30am, the sky is beginning to lighten and our day is just beginning.
PNT Day 74 – Surfaces
Mile 1218.5 to mile 1232.2

We wake in the darkness. Again.The days are getting noticeably shorter and the onset of fall more apparent. Especially down here on the coast where the high, wet clouds keep the sun perpetually at bay and the temperatures cool. Unlike on the PCT the onset of fall is not a hike-ending deadline. Now that we are out of the Olympics there is no real danger of snow and the only timetable we are obliged to follow is the one that dictates the tides.
Today is all about walking, crawling, scampering across myriad surfaces. We hop across basketball sized rocks and then pick our way through boulders the size of cars covered and stinking with slick sea weed. When the beach becomes impassable we haul ourselves into the trees, using ropes and ladders to ease our way. It’s a short day, all told, and as we roll into camp a light mist is just beginning to fall. Only two days left on the trail.

PNT Day 75 – Dog Brain
Mile 1232.2 to 1245

The beach is alive today and we see so many things! Most of which I don’t know the names of, the beach being far from my home ecosystem. But there are seals bobbing in the gentle waves close to shore while pelicans soar out over the water. Close beneath our feet are innumerable crabs and baby sculpin fish darting around the tide pools. The abundance of wildlife has kept the beach interesting through what might otherwise become difficult hiking.
The key, I’m learning, about the beach is that it’s far better to be methodical than fast. There are just so many things to crawl over and around and through. To that add a slippy factor that cannot always be anticipated. Then, even when the rocks abate and we are left on sand, oftentimes it is soft and or made of pebbles, giving the feeling of walking through heavy snow. Instead I fall into a sort of meditative trance hopping from rock to rock. It’s halfway between intense focus and mind-numbing monotony. Skookum dubs this state “dog brain,” and I can tell from the lull in our conversation that we have all fallen into some version of it.
In the last few miles of the hike we are rewarded with firm, speedy sand and make the time camp quickly. Skookum is discontented with our first choice of campgrounds and so we set off to find a better one, scouting up and down the beach until at last Skookum finds the best beach campground we have had so far. It is perfect for our last night on trail and we spend the evening in companionable chatter, passing our extra snacks to the group, knowing we won’t need them after tomorrow.
PNT Day 76 – The End
Mile 1245 to mile 1249, Cape Alava/the Western Terminus of the PNT

There are four miles to Cape Alava. Four miles to the western most point of the contiguous US and the western terminus of the PNT. Four miles and we’re done with this big, ridiculous, challenging adventure that I’ve been on for the last two and a half months. An adventure that has seen me in tears and bleeding as well as joyous and powerful in some of the most beautiful places I have ever been. In talks with other hikers and trail angels it has become apparent that I am not the only thru hiker who has found the PNT difficult and at times downright taxing. So I am not surprised that the final miles of our hike are somewhat subdued.
Along an indistinguishable section of beach Starman glances at the maps on his phone and declares “I guess we’re here.” And I guess we are. I can see the buoy marker that points to the trail that will take us to the parking lot and eventually back to civilization. There is so little fanfare that I’m honestly delighted. To me, thru hiking has always been a deeply personal act because it is so pointless. It’s an act I don’t owe to anyone else and I cherish it for that. To complete a months-long goal with only two other people to even witness it is somehow profound and beautiful to me.
Our little group of three takes a moment to look at each other before eventually moving down the beach a little so we can climb up on a rock and take some pictures. This will be our terminus statue, this random beach rock. And these men, Skookum and Starman will be the people I finish this wild journey with. But really, we all finish alone, just as we all had to walk the miles to get here. I guess beyond anything I am grateful to this trail and proud to have finished.


























